Thursday, June 6, 2013

Yaadein aur Zindagi

Yaadon ki raftaar zindagi se tez hoti hai,
Shayad isiliye aksar wo wapas laut aati hai,
Per kambakht zindagi hai ki rukti nahi,
Jo yaadon wo ko bhi saath liye jaati hai

Yun to zindagi ka bhi apna ek nazariya hai,
Jo kehta hai ki yaadein jeene ka zariya hai
Per uss dar ka kya jo wo saath laata hai
Shayad zindagi dard milne ka ek zariya hai

... Kaash zindagi ko taqdeer ka saath hota,
Jeene ke maayene bhi fir kuch aur hote,
Na yaadon ka dard kabhi humko sataata,
Hum bhi fir zindagi ke humsafar hote

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    3. There ws no need 2 delete the comment.U cud hv writtn ur real name which I knw or whch i used to cal u.I cn nvr 4gt u bcoz u wr r n wil alwys b prt of my life. Leave it u wil nvr understand.I sw ur cmmnt n ws thnkng on wat 2 rply. also, i wnd 2 see wat wud u do 2day. anyways, I agree vd u dat watevr hppnd sudn't hv n nt wrth dscusing.bt thngs sudnt hv cm dis far.N if it continues lyk dis v knw whr it wud end whch at lst i dnt wnt. N deactivating ur fb n deletng dis cmnt wont do any gud.nobody is hpy.atleast m nt.I use flatry wrds coz i feel dat way 4 u,i dnt flirt n u knw dat.My lyf blongs to our son n hs mom,though m nt sure abt hr mom feelings.Whtevr hppend, we cnt change,v cn blam eachothr or accpt mstks mutually n move forwrd.living lyk dis wont lead us anywhr.so v nd 2 mk few choices 4 both of us n ths time i request u decide d course of our future,our kid future as I tried n failed mnytimes in pst.so plz b urself n dont dscs vd ur mom or anybdy.Al I cn say is although v hd tough time,bt v did hv gud n romantic times 2gether.m ws,am n wil alwys b ready to make hpy fmly lyf.Rest it dpnds on u,n only u 2 decide hw our future sud b.awaiting ur rspns

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    5. This is wat i mean wen i say dat ve hv alwys chosen 2 blame eachother.My mistakes are very much visible to me; do ur mistakes visible to you?U rmmbr my last line.lemme ask,u rmmbr my frst line 4 u?u rmmbr ur name i used 2 cal u with?u rmmbr fltry wrds i used 4 u?U rmmbr wen u abused me 4 d frst tym?U rmm u scolding me infrnt of ur prnts? Nwdid u evr understud d bkgrnd.Do u evn rmmbr wat nonsense u wr talking 2 ur mom in bengali ovr phone?U nvr noticed ur wrng doing.Just 4 an exmple:do u rmmbr during ur last prenatal check-up u hd fight vd 1 persn.U told me dat time dat he is abusing u.I fought 4 u.Later on u urslf told dat u calld him names 1st.U nvr accpt thngs u hv dne wrng,N ths is d vry reasons 4 our fghts.D points u raised abt ur account,u nt getting slry aftr joining,takng rspnsblty of my son,I vry wel knw my contrbution,do u knw urs?I wn't dscs dese thngs nw coz dese r nvr ending n wn't lead anywhr.Only 1 point I wud highlight is abt wat u told me 4 our son.U tuk hm awy,blockd me on fb,named him as per u n ur mom's wish,treated hm as if he's fatherless.N u tel me dat i din't tk rspnsblty.Did u try 2 realize my dsprtion n luv 4 u wen i brought u bk? My b nt (coz u nvr thot by urself)I did my v bst bt u nvr undrstud dis nor my situation.U say u wnt me 2 b hpy;its a lie,as,if dat ws true,i wudn't hv written nxt poem,n mny mre :'-(.It's gud 2 knw dat u r v v hpy in ur sml fmly.N as u hv alrdy cnsdrd urself a widow (as cmmntd by u in my new poem),whch means m already dead.If only u hd tried 2 luk into my hrt,bt nw aftr u caling urslf a widow,i pray it stps beating ASAP.N rgrdng sttlng vd another gal;wl den u nvr undrstud me...i hope d sad cloud clears.May god gv u n our bby my lyf,dn't nd it anymre

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