Broken heart

In the storm of emotions,
My heart was broken,
Never understood though,
Why did it happen

Did my love became my crime?
Or was it my weak emotion?
Whatever it was anyway,
My heart was broken.

In the aftermath of storm,
Its all ruins left behind,
Now lost in the darkness,
No love is left here to shine.

Although my heart aches a lot,
For the love it never had,
But I know its pointless to expect,
My life was, and will always be sad

For my son

It was an year ago,
Around the same time,
When I saw you,
For the first time

You were so cute,
And were so small,
Like a joy basket,
And angel for us all

Can't forget the time when,
I took you in my arms,
Was nervous to take you,
You shouldn't get harm

Can't forget your first voice,
Sweetest than the nectar,
And I knew its like,
You are reincarnation of hector

Can't forget the time when,
You opened your eyes,
And saw the world for urself,
with your angel eyes

Can't forget you taking home,
And you waking us up all night,
But being a father of yours,
You have all the rights

How can I forget the time,
When you went away from me,
Had cried every moment,
Was so desperate to see

God knows I missed you so much,
By seeing your empty cradle,
Have slept with your clothes,
The tears I can't handle

Can't believe the time ran so fast,
And you are turning one,
I wish you all the luck,
Shall you become a good son

Although you are far from me,
My love for you is what matter
May god tell you some time
That I am not a bad father...

Love you Son "My Lion"

Want Good Times Back.....

Last few days were so good,
And I started dreaming,
But whatever happened yesterday
That made me screaming

Thought the life would be good,
Like how we used to live in
Even in the worst I promised myself
I will never ever give-in

Last few days were rays of hope,
To live a happy life,
Like a happy family of,
Kid, Husband and Wife

I pray to the god almighty,
To give me those days back,
And wish you understand,
And may you come back...

Feeling unwanted....

The one I love so much,
But me, she never wanted,
For her I wasn't the first priority
I feel so much unwanted

With she not being with me,
And my love she never wanted
I feel like am alone in the sea,
I feel so much unwanted

And as I am left alone,
And I didn't get which I wanted
I cry and scream but no body listen
I feel so much unwanted......:'-)

Pyaar ka matlab

Dard-e-dil ki dawa, jab dard aur badhane lage,
Aankhon ka sukoon, jab tadpan aur badhane lage,
Saanson ki garmahat, jab thandi hone lage,
Choti si baat koi, jab dil mein armaan jagane lage,

Dekhte he jisko, jab choone ka mann kare,
Choote he us ko, jab lipatne ka mann kare,
Lipatthe ke us ko, jab chumne ka mann kare
Chumte he us ko, jab pyar karne ka mann kare,

Pyar karke bhi, jab pyar kum lagne lage,
Uske pyar ko, jab har bar man karne lage,
Use paane ko, jab dil tumhara karne lage,
Tab kahenge hum, ki sachcha pyar tum karne lage



 

A song from the movie "The Train"...all time favorite

Dard mein bhi yeh lab muskura jaate hai
Beete lambhein humein jab bhi yaad aate hai


Dard mein bhi yeh lab muskura jaate hai
Beete lambhein humein jab bhi yaad aate hai

Beete lambheinnnnn

Chand lambhaat ke vaaste hi sahi
Mushkura kar mili thi mujhe zindagi


Chand lambhaat ke vaaste hi sahi
Mushkura kar mili thi mujhe zindagi

Teri aagosh din the mere kate
Teri baaahon mein thi mere raatien kati

 Aaj bhi jab woh pal mujhko yaad aate hain
Dil se saare gumo ko bhoola jate hai

Dard mein bhi yeh lab muskura jaate hai
Beete lambhein humein jab bhi yaad aate hai

Dard mein bhi yeh lab muskura jaate hai
Beete lambhein humein jab bhi yaad aate hai
Beete lambheinnnnn

Mere kandhein mein sar ko Jukana Tera
Mere sene mein khud ko chupana teraa


Mere kandhein mein sar ko Jukana Tera
Mere sene mein khud ko chupana teraa

Aake mere panaho mein shaam-o-seher
Kanch ki trah woh tut jana tera

Aaj bhi jab woh manzar nazar aate hai
Dil ki viraniyon ko mita jate hai

Dard mein bhi yeh lab muskura jaate hai
Beet lambhein humein jab bhi yaad aate hai



Dard mein bhi yeh lab muskura jaate hai
Beet lambhein humein jab bhi yaad aate hai

Beete lambheinnnnn
Dard Mein .....Beete lambheinnnnn

When she used to miss me...

As few hours are left, before you go far
I feel so numb, I feel so alone
Wanna tell u so much, lying in my heart
I feel so choked, I feel so alone.

Now that you're going, just tell me o dear,
Who will think for me,with whom will I share
All my happiness, and all my sorrow
Who will love me, and who will care

Whose face will I see, early in the morning
Whom will I talk to, before I go to sleep
Who will kiss me, every now and then
Whose eyes will I look into, which are so deep

The words are helpless, to express my feelings now
Thinking only about you, all my thoughts I wanna touch
You mean so much to me, can't stay away from you
I will miss you every second, Because I love you so much

Dard ki dosti

Maine apne dard se, ab dosti karli,
Maine andheron se, ab dillagi karli,
Is jahan ka jashn, raas na aaye mujhe ab,
Maine apne gamon se mohabbat karli,
Maine apne dard se ab dosti kar li

Yun t dard ek nagma hai, Jaata aata hai,
Fir bhi dil ko na jaane, yeh kyun bhaata hai,
Kaaton ke daaman, to foolon se lagte hain ache,
Maine raahon ke kaaton se aashiqui kar li,
Maine apne dard se ab dosti kar li

Andhere raaston ke ujaale, ab bulaayein mujhe,
Gamon ke samandar ki onr, wo le jaaye mujhe,
Saari izndagi he dil ne, thukraya tha jise,
Usi dard ne ab, mujhse dosti kar li,
Maine apne dard se ab dosti kar li

Zindagi ki Kashti

Samandar ki mauzon mein, yaadein hain meri,
Doobti huyi kashti mein, saansein hain meri,
Ek din ismein he doob jaana hai mujhko,
Bus itni si he hai, zindagaani yeh meri

Jeevan kya hai, ek yaadon ka samandar,
Mauzon ki rawaani he, hai mera jeewan,
Jaane kis chot se, doob jaaye yeh kashti,
Bus tab tak ki he hai, kahaani yeh meri

Yeh saansein he, sabse badi bewafaa hain,
Jaane kab dhokaa, ye dede mujhko
Meri kashti se gar, paar lag jaaye koi,
Gum nahi fir, khatm ho jaaye kahaani yeh meri

5 lines from a movie

Humse durr jaoge kaise,
Dil se humein bhulaoge kaise,
Hum to wo khushboo hain jo,
Saanson mein baste hain,
Apni saanson ko rok paoge kaise......kuch samajh mein aaya?????????

Pyaar ya Ehsaan

Tera pyar hai ya sirf ehsaan hai,
Jo karta hai mazboor mujhe,
Bhool jaane ko wo kadvi baatein,
Aur lagane ko tujhko gale.

Per pata kya tera fir se tum
Doosron ki baat mein aajao,
Gayron se naata jod ke tum,
Mujhko fir se bhool jaao

Ki samay laga hai mujhe bahot,
Khud ko itna sambhaalne mein,
Fir kahin dhakel na do tum mujhe,
Wapas unhi gehraaiyon mein

Karna mushkil hai tujh per yakeen
Teri har ek baat banaayi lage,
Jo diye the tumne mujhe har pal,
Un sab dardon ki parchaayi lage

Itna to mai bhi samajhta hun,
Ki dard tujhe bhi hota hai,
Fir bhi mujhko yeh pata nahi,
Ki wo pyaar hai ya tera ehsaan hai

Dil ki Majboori............worte long time back............but feels it fits right now

Channd labzon ki baat,
Kehne mein saal beet jaate hain
Ki pyaar ke maare kuch log,
Bus aahein bhar kar reh jaate hain

Ki dil ki baat zubaan per,
Aane mein to waqt lagta hai,
Per dil na toot jaaye kahin,
Bus yehi baat ka darr lagta hai,

Bus dil ki baat dile mein he,
Rakh kar log reh jaate hain,
Ki pyaar k maare kuch log,
Bus aahein bhar kar reh jaate hain

Pyaar karte hain bahut per,
Izehaar nahi kar paate hain,
Paas jaane se darte hain per,
Door nahi reh paate hain,

Bus yaadein unki dil mein rakh kar,
Door unse reh jaate hain,
Ki pyaar kae maare kuch log,
Bus aahein bhar kar reh jaate hain

The Last beat

A few beats are left,till my heart stops,
Looking at the door,without blinking,
Waiting for the one, before I sleep,
Want to see her, while I am sinking

Want to touch her, and hug like a baby,
And then slowly stop, my worthless breathing
Till the world turns dark, all in front of me,
With the last smell, of her wonderful breathing

And as the sight is fading, I can see the dark
Wish you all the luck, from my fading heart

Wanted to tell you, before my last beat
You will always be, my love sweet heart

...............................

Tell me o baby?

Lying on the floor, I was all alone,
Searching for pieces, of my shattered home
Lost in my thoughts, I picked a piece of glass,
Later I realized, it was piece of my heart

Walking in the ruins, of my shattered dream,
I found something, which made me scream,
Why did you leave me, Tell me o baby,
Din't you believe me, Tell me o baby,

There was a time when, love was always there,
Between us no matter, how bad were days,
No matter how big, was our home,
We felt safe and loved, in each other arms

Warmth of those lips, making gentle kiss,
Squeezing in the arms, we would never miss
Didn't you miss it, tell me o baby,
Didn't you feel it, tell me o baby

And now is the time, which I never thought,
Would come in our lives, like a draught
Things have turned bad, and its very sad,
Feels as if the love, we never had

Wanna tell you one thing, I care for you still,
Wanna see you happy, would be my first n last will
Will you be happy always? Tell me o baby
Will you remember me after? Tell me o baby

Yaadein aur Zindagi

Yaadon ki raftaar zindagi se tez hoti hai,
Shayad isiliye aksar wo wapas laut aati hai,
Per kambakht zindagi hai ki rukti nahi,
Jo yaadon wo ko bhi saath liye jaati hai

Yun to zindagi ka bhi apna ek nazariya hai,
Jo kehta hai ki yaadein jeene ka zariya hai
Per uss dar ka kya jo wo saath laata hai
Shayad zindagi dard milne ka ek zariya hai

... Kaash zindagi ko taqdeer ka saath hota,
Jeene ke maayene bhi fir kuch aur hote,
Na yaadon ka dard kabhi humko sataata,
Hum bhi fir zindagi ke humsafar hote

Armaano ki dhadkan

Seene mein dabi thi ek dhadkan,
Jis maine dhadkne na diya,
Ki kahin dhadak jata wo to,
Armaan nikal jaate iss dil se

Ek wahi bacha tha mere paas,
jab duniya ne loota tha mujhe,
dhadkan mein basa kar rakha tha,
jo daba tha mere seene mein

... Jaana to use hai dur ek din,
Dil mera to tootega zarur,
Meri yaad mein gar wo roye to,
Gum nahi fir dhadak jaye seene mein

One more poem

Zindagi aaye nazar kuch dhoomil si
Shayad yaadon ki dhool hai aankhon mein
Jeene jo nahi deti mujhko ek pal bhi
Hai aisi kasak mere dil mein

Lamha lamha kaate kattha nahi
Shayad bojh hai koi mere dil pe
Fir bhi jeeta hun ladta hun har pal
Ye housla hai aisa mere andar mein

... Ye ummeed hai ki mujhe jeene deti nahi,
Shayad intezar hai uss ek lamhe ka,
Per ye zindagi to bahut bawafa hai,
Kahin khwaahishein na reh jaaye mere dil mein

On her birthday last year....

With the dawn of a new day
With the very very first sun ray
On your most important day
Wish you very very happy birthday

May god give you all happiness,,
and shower on you his kindness,
I pray for you, my love and say
Wish you very very happy birthday

... No matter how far we go
our love will always grow
Will love u every night and day
And wish very - 2 happy birthday

Many many happy returns of the day Sweet Heart....love u jaan

2011 - A Love Story

 Its Love story of a guy,
And his sweety pie,
Who was the peace of his heart
And, apple of his eye

It was the first day of year,
Two thousand and eleven,
When they met for the first time,
... The time was quarter to seven

Although, the meeting was too short,
And more of a formal one,
But the guy then decided,
Oh my! she is the one

On the third day of January,
In the morning @ 5,
The guy proposed to the girl,
She had tears in her eyes

The life felt like a paradise,
Until the week of valentine,
When the girl broke the guy's heart,
For the very first time....

The guy was so devasted,
He didn't know what to do,
But one thing he knew for sure,
That the girl loved him too,

So, the fate was then decided,
They are made of each other,
So, the love had won again,
They started dreaming together

It was the month of march,
The boy fulfilled his two promises.
One, when he got legally,
the other, after five days..................

Very soon, they started to sail,
In a newly married life,
The boy became a husband,
And the girl; his beloved wife

The boy loved the girl,
From the core of his heart
For him the girl was the one,
He loved the most on this earth

But as they say, life is never smooth,
Its a roller coaster ride,
But he expected the girl to be,
Always on his side

They fought like cats and dogs,
With lots of hits and misses,
But the guy always worked it out,
And it ended w/ hugs and kisses

The life gave them several blows,
The could've fallen like the Rome,
But the guy did everything he could,
To save his little home

And the time went on and on,
Like night after day,
Soon they both discovered,
A new one's on the way

They both were on the cloud 9,
Waiting for the new one,
They wondered, if they'll become parents,
Of a daughter or a son

The guy sent the girl to her home,
Hoping good for her,
It wasn't an easy decision,
I remember it was this summer

He started missing the girl the moment,
She was out of sight,
It was a long way back home,
He couldn't sleep that night

Although, they talked over phone,
But still something was missing,
The guy missed her every second,
All the love, hugs and kissings

But the god is so wonderful,
He saw the true love of the guy,
The girl came back in a month,
To himself, the guy hi-fived

The guy tried his best he could,
To put smile at her face,
But there were moments she cried,
He couldn't forget those days

And so the time came finally,
To welcome to the new one,
He became papa & She, a mommy,
Of a very cute son

It was the happiest moment of his life,
When he took his son in his arms
He promised himself to love the baby so much,
And to keep him away from all harms

He then took a deep breath,
Thinking bad days are over now,
But no matter how hard you try,
The fate comes to you somehow

The guy was so possessive,
He wanted nobody from outside,
So he fought with someone who interfered
But the girl went to the other side

Then started the series of misunderstandings,
Which no one cared to explain
And then the girl left the guy alone,
All his effort went in vain

The guy was left alone for himself,
The world came shattering down
All the love just disappeared,
From the sky he fell to ground

So, the guy took a bold decision,
By trusting on the gods,
He knows his love will win again,
Like before, against all the odds

Because he believes blindly on his love,
And on the time they've spent together,
And both know for sure that,
They can't leave without eachother

So, evenif they've hurt eachother,
But it's just part of the game,
The situation may change so much
But the love remain the same

So, this love story doesn't have an end,
It will have a chapter after another
With all seasons of the love,
They will write it on together